One Day at a Time

I feel like this year is flying by.... It's almost April!!!! My little one turned 5 months this last month and she is just the cutest little bug ever. She is super ticklish and laughs a lot. She likes to dance to Uptown Funk and likes to balance on my hand. She does NOT like to sit by herself or eat mashed potatoes. We haven't tried a lot of food because she still throws up a ton. It's just easier to clean up milk than baby food I have found. So far she is liking the banana apple baby food the best.

 She likes to stand and bounce and she just likes to have someone paying attention to her. When I am trying to edit photos or balance the check book and not making faces at my baby...she let's me know it. She threw her first little tantrum a few nights ago because she didn't not want to go to bed in her bassinet. I ended up laughing at her because it was so cute how her face turned red and her little fists were balled up and she just looked constipated. The laughing caused her to lighten up and calm down, so that's good.

Devin is loving his job with Kinder Morgan. He calls me through out the day and tells me how happy he is. I am starting to pick up photoshoots here and there now that the weather is warming up. I am still cleaning and cooking and doing laundry like a pro (sometimes) haha I do have my lazy day here or there.

Exciting news!!! Our lease in Minot FINALLY sold! Rent in North Dakota is not cheap...in-fact it's one of the most expensive places to live in the US...now double it by two because our lease took 3.5 months to sell. The town home we live in now goes for $3000 a month, but we are lucky because it's company housing and they cover quite a bit. Now that the rent is gone, Devin and I can start planning our trips to visit Idaho.  In June my sister, Jenica is getting married and the very next week, Devin's sister, Carlene is getting married. The day after the wedding is a family reunion at Lagoon. We are so excited for our upcoming vacation.

Jacob came home from his mission in February and he came right out to ND and got to work. He's living with us and it's nice to spend time with him when we can. He works nights...so I get to see him for a few hours a day before he heads to work. Kamille loves Jacob. Every time he walks into the room she gets way excited and smiles at him. It's way cute.

This is a little bit of whats going on in our lives.
Until we meet again,
Kaylynn Jackson

Really, I am... I seem to write half a blog post and then I save it for later and then a few weeks later I go back and rewrite it and then save it.... Maybe I should just post small little things. But here goes the catch up!

Our first family picture we took while in Northern Idaho last weekend.

Devin got a job at Hiland Partners in December. Over night we had to pack up and move everything. We moved an hour away from Minot in a small town called Stanley. We have a cute little three bedroom - three bathroom townhome just out of town. Sometime in January Hiland was sold to a much bigger company called Kinger Morgan. We were a bit worried that the changes would be big and we might be out of a job or our company housing or something. In the end, Devin was moved over to Kinder Morgan and things are staying the same and getting better.

What I look like running on 4 hours of sleep and 15 hours of driving to get to my brother's homecoming.

I am trying to be a super mom. It gets tough some days, but in the end I know I can do it. Cooking, cleaning, laundry, feeding and changing a baby, grocery shopping, planning, and working out finances. It seems I don't have much time for anything else. I hope when the weather gets warmer, I can get out and play some volleyball and go walking with Kamille. Truthfully I'm scared to do that around here with all the creeps running around these days. A few months ago my dad told me that one of his coworkers went for a jog. He got just out of the RV park and some guys stopped, threw a rock at his head, shanked him and robbed him. A few months before that my little brother used to jog on that same road every evening. (That's scary)

She started making this face a month ago. She scrunches up her nose and smiles.

Kamille is now four months! Time is going by so fast. She rolls over all the time and is now almost able to roll from her back to her tummy. She tries so hard to sit up but when I try to help her she just stands up and gets all happy. She LOVES to stand up and hold on to me or the couch. If her legs were a little longer, I know that she would like her Johnny Jumper or her walker, but she is just too little. She started eating rice cereal and oatmeal cereal. We gave her a taste of banana baby food and she loved it. She likes when we use a spoon and she tries to hold it. Sometimes when she cries she says MAMA... and it breaks my heart. Overall she is a happy baby and loves life. At her 4 month check up she was 13 lbs 2 oz and measured 24.25 inches. She rose from the 10th percentile to the 25th percentile.

She loves her Auntie Carlene

Since Thanksgiving she has been having trouble keeping formula down. The doctors have told us that she should be getting better at 5 months. I can't wait when I can pick out an outfit and she can wear it all day. I go through 3 everyday right now. Last night was the first night she slept in her crib in her room across the house. It was really hard for me. In fact, when she cried at 3 this morning I cuddled her up and brought her back to her bassinet. I'll be able to leave her in her room someday, but right now, I don't have to. :) Because I'm the MOM, that's why!

Jacob getting of the plane. Feb. 13 2015

Jacob loves Kamille! The sign says "Welcome home I've waited my whole life to meet you"

Fun note: This year we have so much to look forward to. First of all my brother, Jacob, came home a week ago!!! He was in Oklahoma. In May my brother, Justin, comes home from London. Then in June my sister is getting married and the week after that my sister-in-law is getting married and then we have a family reunion at Lagoon! (This is just half the year). It's exciting!

I think it's funny how similar Justin and Jacob have their hair after all this time.

Jenica Lloyd and Chris Price...to be married on June 13th

Carlene Jackson and Nate Backus...to be married on June 18th

God Bless,
Kaylynn and Devin Jackson

Two weeks before Kamille was born, Devin's job at Waste Management as a flow tester began to go down. We were promised 80+ hours a week and then in one week we had zero hours. He wasn't on the schedule anymore. We didn't panic because we had some money saved up and we believed that he would be on the schedule next week. Well three weeks later and a baby in our arms, he was still not working. In those three weeks we filled out 20+ applications and didn't hear back from anyone. Finally we got somewhere. A company called Cameron Oil said they would give Devin a trial with a temp agency. After 3-6 months, if he was doing good, they would hire him on permanently. It was a breath of fresh air. We were going to be okay. Devin would come home for lunch and be covered in oil. He talked about how much he liked learning about the wellheads.
Then came the phone call. After 6 days, Devin's supervisor called him in and told him that he wasn't roughneck enough for the job. What does that even mean??? Because he doesn't swear or go drinking with the guys? He doesn't take a smoking break with them? He's too happy? As you can tell, I was not a happy camper about the situation. We fired up the resume and started filling out applications again.
After a few more weeks, we had hit rock bottom.
Devin worked at the temp agency doing roofing and construction. We saved all the money we could for bills and formula for Kamille. Our fridge was empty and our cupboards were bare. All we had was hamburger in the fridge that my mother-in-law brought up. I would just stare at the hamburger and try to be creative. One night we got a knock at the door. There stood an angel (a friend from church) holding a box of food. A small turkey, potatoes, stuffing, corn, pie, rolls and a few other items were in the box. I waited for our guest to leave before I just cried.
Throughout these past weeks I could see different steps in my mood towards the Lord. First hope. I was hopeful and even confident that Devin would get a job. Then it turned to desperation. After that (I hate to say it) anger. I was so angry. I didn't know why the Lord would allow this to happen to us. What had we done? Where was he? Did he even care? Then when you hit the bottom you feel nothing.
The day before Thanksgiving seemed like we could take one step up out of this hole we were in. Devin got a call from Hiland Crude for an interview. He did awesome. They pretty much offered him the job and are working on a background check. That should take 10 to 14 days. So now we are just waiting. As soon as he accepts the job, we have to move to either Stanley or Tioga. That's about an hour away from where we are now. I feel like I just unpacked the last box from moving last time, but I really don't care. As long as my husband is working and I can be with him, things are going to be great! We are coming up on our one year anniversary (the 20th) and this last year was a hard one. We are hoping that 2015 brings a little more consistency in our lives.
This Thanksgiving we had a lot to be thankful for. We were thankful that Devin's mother brought up boxes of food for us so we weren't stuck with just hamburger. We were thankful that Devin's family could come to us for Thanksgiving and spend time, laughing, watching movies, playing games and also be there for Kamille's baby blessing. We are thankful for our trials, because without them, we wouldn't know how strong we really are.

Well we weren't expecting baby Kamille to arrive until Halloween but she came when the Lord was ready to send her. I would love to say that everything was perfect and went through very smoothly, but then I would be lying. They say having a baby is the worst pain you will ever feel, and I felt pain for sure, but it wasn't the traditional birth pain.
On Wednesday the 8th, I had a doctor's appointment with Dr. Bedell (he's pretty much awesome). The nurse prepping me took my blood pressure (which has been amazing the whole pregnancy) and she just looked puzzled. She told me it was really high, so she would try the other arm. It came back high also. She then checked my urine sample and told me that protein was present. I knew what this meant but I needed to hear it from the Dr. He came in pretty quick and said, "Mam, it's about time to head over to the hospital and have this baby!" I was in shock. I told him I had three more weeks and that she wasn't allowed to come on Joey's birthday. I asked him if we could wait until tomorrow and he sent me down to take some blood tests. I then waited for the phone call, telling me what to do.

About two hours later Dr. Bedell called and said that it wasn't looking good. I had mild preeclampsia and she needed to come ASAP. If my blood pressure got too high it could cause a still birth for Kamille, and it could cause damage to my organs that could cause death. I called my mom and I was off to the hospital by myself. Devin and his sister were at work and I knew that the baby wasn't coming until after they had gotten off.


Right when I got there, I was put on 3 different IVs and lots of blood work needed to be done. I told the lab tech that I was allergic to adhesive and she said that was impossible and proceeded to put tape over the gauze on my arm. About 4 hours later they came back in to take more blood and took off the tape and sure enough the skin came with it. That caused them to put an allergy band on me and believe me (kind of). I was just waiting for hours in pain, but not with contractions... it was just discomfort. I was having contractions and could see them on the monitor but I couldn't feel them and they weren't getting stronger. After 12 hours of liquids being shoved through me and just dilated at a 3 cm.... I couldn't take it any longer. I needed sleep and I just needed it to be over. I ordered for the epidural. It seemed it only took a second for a guy to come in and I signed the papers. The doctor put the epidural needle in and it felt like my spine was being crushed. I waited for the relief but it never came. Then I heard a beeper go off. The anesthesiologist pulled everything out and stepped out of the room. I just sobbed in Devin's arms in pain. After a min he came back and he then got the right spot and the spine crushing came again. Then it got really warm and I couldn't feel a thing. It was over with and I could finally sleep.

I woke up hour after hour when the nurses would come in and check me. I still wasn't going anywhere with my dilation. After 24 hours of just waiting Dr. Bedell came in and said I was only at a 5 cm and we would have to have a C section. To me it was all really quick and I was taken away and strapped down. Then nurse told me I shouldn't feel anything but pressure, but NO PAIN. I took a deep breath and then felt the cut, the pain was so bad I screamed out. I wasn't supposed to feel anything!!! They pulled and suctioned liquid but I could feel everything. I just cried and yelled, and then the nurse told me to take a deep breath in a nose-mouth thingy. I was out.

I woke up surrounded by nurses and saw the clock, it had been an hour and half and I was a mom. I never pushed or felt a contraction but I felt a lot of other pain. They wheeled me to the recovery room and Devin walked in with my little baby. She has so much hair and she was just beautiful.


We are now recovering at home and taking it slow. 6 weeks of nothing more than walking.
My labor and delivery didn't go as planned, but I have a healthy little girl. She smiles all the time and I can already tell she has attitude. I love her with all my heart.